"
You don't drown by falling in the water. You drown by staying there." - Unknown
My name is Ty, and I recently turned 30. I've been overweight for the vast majority of my life. Struggling with weight is something I've seen around me a lot. My mom and my sister have both had weight-loss surgeries, and are doing really well. I've tried dieting- the low calorie, no fat kind, the eat-whatever-you-want-so-long-as-there-are-no-carbs-in-it kind, the low-carb low fat "let me inject you with this red stuff" medically supervised kind. I'd do really well for a while, but inevitably I would fall off the wagon. I'd get sick, or my hair would start falling out at an alarming rate.
I have battled with depression since I was a teenager, and am working to conquer my latest, and most intense, bought which started in August of 2009. I'm currently on Remeron, an atypical antidepressant, and have been in a couple of different types of counseling. I'm also waiting to see a neurologist to deal with some 'undiagnosed episodes' which may or may not be epilepsy.
I was recently diagnosed with
PCOS, an endocrine disorder that, among other issues, causes insulin resistance, hormone imbalances, and weight gain.
So... why would a girl with weight issues start a blog called
Yum?
Because I love food. I love things that are yummy and delicious. Because I want to find balance, and peace and happiness. Because I want to share my journey. It's not a weight-loss journey, per se, but a wellness journey. I don't want to have bariatric surgery, but I want to be well. Getting my weight under control isn't necessarily going to cure all, or any of my medical issues, but it certainly won't hurt.
So
Yum is my anti-surgery blog. Primarily it will include recipes and pictures of new healthy (and hopefully yummy) foods, but I will also include updates on how I'm doing, what I'm doing for exercise, and wellness information I've incorporated into my life.